17 years old. I live in the ocean state. I play guitar & love music. Roadtrips. Cats. Partying. Night Swimming. Weed. Being adventurous. The Beach. I’m quiet in large groups or around people I don’t know; you only see the real me if we’re close. I smile and laugh a lot, especially at the most inappropriate times. I am the hardest person to offend, but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible. I hate telling people about my problems; they don’t need to worry about me. I’m the one who listens to other people’s problems. I believe people should not be judged before one takes the time to get to know them. There’s beauty in everything, just not everyone can see it. ASK follow me @kaatie_frenchTumblr (3.0; @letsgetsillay)http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/<p>Thanks so much, but so are you!</p>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49975043710http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49975043710Wed, 08 May 2013 20:51:48 -0400<p>Lingering on my mind like a third grade crush. </p> <p>The only difference is you&#8217;re here to stay, forever.</p> <p>Throughout my life there&#8217;s been many upon many incidents where I&#8217;ve thought &#8220;This has got to be the worst feeling&#8221;. But I&#8217;m almost sure right now is the first time I really believe it.</p> <p>Why is this happening right now? Right before I graduate and go to college? </p> <p>How can I focus on the things I should be when my brain is washed over with this one demon that keeps crashing down on me like a wave.</p> <p>How bad is it really? How can I begin to prepare myself when I have no idea what to expect? As if every corner I walk around has some new curse waiting for me.</p> <p>All these promises life has made with me are being broken and all I can do is sit here and watch them unravel.</p> <p>Not only is my life being taken but my gift of life too. All these years I&#8217;ve thought about my future, never has it even crossed my mind.</p> <p>What am I supposed to do when there is nothing I can do?</p>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49974812585http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49974812585Wed, 08 May 2013 20:48:59 -0400struggling<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6cs7c3NZw1r9yxiwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823635029http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823635029Mon, 06 May 2013 22:09:18 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c60586479a2fa7a0f9a7918dbffd32ca/tumblr_mghinx2UT61qzr04eo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823573443http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823573443Mon, 06 May 2013 22:08:37 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5dc0eusFh1qi23vmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823524359http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823524359Mon, 06 May 2013 22:08:03 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/527cb5c02f1bc8a1a8af06053446ac1d/tumblr_mj7qpbqMBK1qjhi13o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823511464http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823511464Mon, 06 May 2013 22:07:54 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m57wgrayoX1qgepq0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823494647http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823494647Mon, 06 May 2013 22:07:44 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/fd771306f1fe3aeb8357e1dcb0cc974c/tumblr_mi0v5o89CY1ql5odto1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823446843http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823446843Mon, 06 May 2013 22:07:12 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c8f10511003ac0755220e6a0b2fe38bb/tumblr_mknix5xu591qjhi13o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823434152http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823434152Mon, 06 May 2013 22:07:03 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/96458bf865c70354531b62e2c4ccab5e/tumblr_ml01yrUtF21r9jnf4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823421518http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/49823421518Mon, 06 May 2013 22:06:55 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a8776b7406365e83a0f23b6b1f03ac3b/tumblr_miy5rubFet1r2dfpoo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/47492699426http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/47492699426Mon, 08 Apr 2013 19:26:37 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdpco2z9yR1r96o6eo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/47492675412http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/47492675412Mon, 08 Apr 2013 19:26:20 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/45d040e04f78a9bfc141113bb9950ef5/tumblr_mknzpxPdqk1rgrat6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/47492646931http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/47492646931Mon, 08 Apr 2013 19:26:01 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d9a2dd75bf06d501b360ea89365d397a/tumblr_mkcjraOxJP1r2l8zbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46468349546http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46468349546Wed, 27 Mar 2013 21:21:10 -0400photographyselfiebeachoceanblonde<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e9282236c860321c804eba1d69b0e36e/tumblr_mkcjmxxBuj1r2l8zbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46468112495http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46468112495Wed, 27 Mar 2013 21:18:33 -0400rhodeislandphotography<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/457c6e9e70d6620c97c60a3b822950bc/tumblr_mkcjk3QJnX1r2l8zbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>most beautiful lady I know.<br/><br/></p>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46467963430http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46467963430Wed, 27 Mar 2013 21:16:51 -0400oceanbeautiful<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f0bf004fe47103040f3cfe39a428d25d/tumblr_mkcjgwgRFM1r2l8zbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46467803185http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46467803185Wed, 27 Mar 2013 21:14:56 -0400canoncameraselfieuglysweater<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1b698144a7edf1f07e3c1cbfe26304e8/tumblr_mkcjeeDFsD1r2l8zbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46467676665http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46467676665Wed, 27 Mar 2013 21:13:26 -0400adderallpillsdrugsphotography<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4a8fe275095f228e77270892a7dd867c/tumblr_mkcj6fPidF1r2l8zbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46467268284http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46467268284Wed, 27 Mar 2013 21:08:00 -0400lighterflamefirenails<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc7wxxRWDi1qlmdtco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46465881525http://letsgetsillay.tumblr.com/post/46465881525Wed, 27 Mar 2013 20:52:25 -0400gangsta rap